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As the song goes….Can it be that it was all so simple then, Or has time rewritten every line -If we had the chance to do it all  again Tell me, would we? could we? Nothing I have done in Read more…

Right, how do I go about explaining this little jasper?……slight pause, nervous cough. I have so many thoughts running around in my head space. Every day – I have to get this or that done….for example – I have to Read more…

I realised that I was different long before I went into the children’s home. Didn’t really help that my dad was Jamaican, and my mum from sunny Saint Annes. The sense of abandonment soon reared its ugly head. Trust, loyalty, Read more…

I sit there quietly, thinking about the past – emotionless and unreachable – snap of the fingers – no response – an empty vessel. I am some where else…thinking . If I had gone out that night when I stayed in. If Read more…

Five paces forward – ten steps back, to the point where I have had to ask the IPSO to stop contacting me unless they have something constructive to say. In IPSO 1, I told you bout dealings that I have Read more…

In between the murky mists that are dancing in my brain – every now and then I get a light bulb moment. It seems like I have been fighting this mental health thing for many years now – I am Read more…

I have been away for a while –  my physical body has been here but my brain has been elsewhere. Anyhow, after weeks of waiting for my MP to help me sort out a serious issue with the Newark Advertiser Read more…

You can be in a crowded room but feel all alone. Somebody can talk to you but you cannot listen. What makes sense to others confuses you. You find yourself making a start – but you can never finish. You Read more…